Happy Birthday Yongjae!!

                                 Yongjae's birthday on 31st dec
Though it's a bit early...
Afraid that i might not have the time to write tomorrow..
Happy Birthday Yongjae =)

I guess words couldn't express my gratitude to you.
& i'll always remember that you & Ditto are the ones who gav me hope, reminded me that there is something more important and meaningful than skills in music.

All the best and please continue to bring joy to everyone with your music.
God bless you Yongjae and your viola :)

Nostalgia

I've had a few sleepless night lately.
My body felt tired, but my heart is still beating fast.
One of those nights, feeling nostalgic.
I opened my previous diary..
I wanna see, how much hav i grown these years.
I wanna know, how much hav i changed.

There is something in it which i would like to share.
especially to my dearest band mates of CHWB.
           Someone once told me :" No nid to be too emphasize on how the staccato, tone is goin.. dont keep thinking bout the technique. Juz imagine and enjoy your playing then all the technical things will naturally come to you."

I can still remember how i laugh to myself after listening to this and told myself :" I can't do it ".
Pretty sad huh?..
But behind that it taught me a great lesson..
Dear friends, true feelings comes from your heart, not your brain.
Good music doesnt necessarily hav to be played from very skillful ppl.
Good music plays from the heart.
A good performance is all about the enjoyment from the audience and players themselves.
If everyone can achieve that,
music will naturally speaks without you even realizing it.
Please feel it...
With your heart..

Sorry to my friends, clarinetist..
I had not come to visit you guys during the whole camp.
I did not forget you guys.
I still care,
but at the same time,
I must let go.
I'm sure you guys can be fine without me right?
All the best :)    

懷舊 + 圣誕。。

昨天終于肯收拾高三的書了。。
原來是醬累的。。
記得統考前我最大的愿望是把那些折磨我醬久的書，
統統丟掉。。
沒想到真正要丟的時候，會這么不舍。
尤其數學。。
每一筆每一畫，都是我的心血。
想起每一節的數學課是怎么度過的。。
怕到手發抖，怕被叫起來回答問題。。。
不會又要被罵了。。
留下了很多，準備不知多久的以后的我，
來回憶現在的我。

Christmas..
The best season of de year!
Everyone suddenly seems to be so friendly, so kind..
The air around suddenly seems to be overwhelmed with joy & laughter..
Snow at pavillion, makes everyone so excited =)
Christmas songs??
Highly recommend Josh Groban's  christmas album Noel.
The best voice to accompany u this christmas~

                     family gathering at pavillion...


Went new year shopping already...
This coming year trend will be dark purple?
Juz guessing.. I hav none of them.

Many things happened these days..
Even this blog is insufficient for me to write down everythin.
So I'll keep some to myself =)

MERRY CHRISTMAS:)

Who am I....??

I couldn't recognised myself lately. Who am I really..
Have I really changed? or is it just that I running away from reality..
I don't care things that i used to cared so much.
I don't felt guilty for not practising.
I don't care how the performance will come out.
I don't......
All  I want is to be happy,
to smile,
to laugh,
to treasure every single moment that I have left,
to cherish every single memory.
But I'm just escaping.......
How far am I from my dream?

How far am I from my future?

How far am I from Yongjae?

How far................?

God, please give me strength to get through this..

Please lead me through this darkness, so that I could feel the warmth of sunlight again.

So that i could feel that I am loved and cared.

God bless us everyone.......