Wednesday, December 30, 2009

Happy Birthday Yongjae!!





                                 Yongjae's birthday on 31st dec
Though it's a bit early...
Afraid that i might not have the time to write tomorrow..
Happy Birthday Yongjae =)

I guess words couldn't express my gratitude to you.
& i'll always remember that you & Ditto are the ones who gav me hope, reminded me that there is something more important and meaningful than skills in music.

All the best and please continue to bring joy to everyone with your music.
God bless you Yongjae and your viola :)


Saturday, December 26, 2009

Nostalgia

I've had a few sleepless night lately.
My body felt tired, but my heart is still beating fast.
One of those nights, feeling nostalgic.
I opened my previous diary..
I wanna see, how much hav i grown these years.
I wanna know, how much hav i changed.

There is something in it which i would like to share.
especially to my dearest band mates of CHWB.
           Someone once told me :" No nid to be too emphasize on how the staccato, tone is goin.. dont keep thinking bout the technique. Juz imagine and enjoy your playing then all the technical things will naturally come to you."

I can still remember how i laugh to myself after listening to this and told myself :" I can't do it ".
Pretty sad huh?..
But behind that it taught me a great lesson..
Dear friends, true feelings comes from your heart, not your brain.
Good music doesnt necessarily hav to be played from very skillful ppl.
Good music plays from the heart.
A good performance is all about the enjoyment from the audience and players themselves.
If everyone can achieve that,
music will naturally speaks without you even realizing it.
Please feel it...
With your heart..

Sorry to my friends, clarinetist..
I had not come to visit you guys during the whole camp.
I did not forget you guys.
I still care,
but at the same time,
I must let go.
I'm sure you guys can be fine without me right?
All the best :)    

Sunday, December 20, 2009

懷舊 + 圣誕。。

昨天終于肯收拾高三的書了。。
原來是醬累的。。
記得統考前我最大的愿望是把那些折磨我醬久的書,
統統丟掉。。
沒想到真正要丟的時候,會這么不舍。
尤其數學。。
每一筆每一畫,都是我的心血。
想起每一節的數學課是怎么度過的。。
怕到手發抖,怕被叫起來回答問題。。。
不會又要被罵了。。
留下了很多,準備不知多久的以后的
來回憶現在的

Christmas..
The best season of de year!
Everyone suddenly seems to be so friendly, so kind..
The air around suddenly seems to be overwhelmed with joy & laughter..
Snow at pavillion, makes everyone so excited =)
Christmas songs??
Highly recommend Josh Groban's  christmas album Noel.
The best voice to accompany u this christmas~



                     family gathering at pavillion...


Went new year shopping already...
This coming year trend will be dark purple?
Juz guessing.. I hav none of them.

Many things happened these days..
Even this blog is insufficient for me to write down everythin.
So I'll keep some to myself =)



MERRY CHRISTMAS:)

Saturday, December 5, 2009

Who am I....??



I couldn't recognised myself lately. Who am I really..
Have I really changed? or is it just that I running away from reality..
I don't care things that i used to cared so much.
I don't felt guilty for not practising.
I don't care how the performance will come out.
I don't......
All  I want is to be happy,
to smile,
to laugh,
to treasure every single moment that I have left,
to cherish every single memory.
But I'm just escaping.......
How far am I from my dream?
How far am I from my future?
How far am I from Yongjae?
How far................?

God, please give me strength to get through this..
Please lead me through this darkness, so that I could feel the warmth of sunlight again.
So that i could feel that I am loved and cared.
God bless us everyone.......

Saturday, November 28, 2009

Debt to be Paid...

This trip was 14/11~ 15/11...
This is what I owe rayco la...

Our 1st ride..
That trip was...a little weird i think...
But yet, we still had a lot of fun.
And, i was able to try a few rides which i haven't tried before..
thx to the good timing..
                                           


  the best thing was...
STARBUCKS!!!


both of us felt like we owned the 2nd floor...
we had the most relaxing & perfect view in 1st world plaza..
For couples, please visit here if you have chance.
Don't believe?



                      fake                    VS                   real
Big Ben.. my target



                      view from my seat in starbucks


                             view from the outside(my seat)


                                           zoom in............

                                  the environment inside was superb

  lalala....me & rayco  

Oops, forgot to say that this trip reminds me of Mitch Albom's book- The Five People You Meet in Heaven.
Whenever I see the rides in theme park, see the happy faces of children..
I cant stop thinking about Eddie the Maintainence in this book...
And his story..

Monday, November 23, 2009

很忙啊!!

19/11
今天是prom night..
我竟然睡午觉睡到五点半才冲凉打扮。。
真的被大家吓倒了。。跟平时真的很不同。。
我应该是最没有为prom night尽力的啦。。
没什么拍到照,觉得穿校服的我们更真实,更自然。。

20/11
休息一天

21/11
9点开始练习到3点...
心里还没拿定主义不要去经纬的生日会...
什么衣服都没带叻,懒到...
结果,还是去了=.="..
车上只有jenny,我和嘉雍(他是司机啦!)。
路途有点遥远,我都没出声,好像车里只有他们酱。。
到了,jenny下车我就快点下车。但不懂做么,门还是lock着的。。
嘉雍看到就快点unlock,我才下到车,应该只有那个时候他才知道车后原来还坐着一个人。
没想到,我是第一个女生到。。
显到我快死了,打下pingpong,吃下东西,看下电视。。
嘉蕊他们终于到了!!
又再陪他们吃。。那时候的气氛也比较热闹。。慧媛也来了。。
然后经纬带我们参观他的家。。两个字-大到!!
不过他的家人都蛮可爱的啦,很friendly一下。。
到了切蛋糕的时候,才发现原来我们是庆祝三个人的生日。
三个蛋糕,不懂要拍多少张照。蜡烛都快烧完了。。
At last, 我竟然跑去慧媛家过夜。。从serdang去到ampang。。
谢谢她的收留。。


22/11
从八点半开始就睡下醒下,担心着我要怎么回,会不会迟到。
三点要赶去MPO看concert啊!!
九点半大家终于醒了,她爸爸好到爆,竟然肯载我回家!
还没十一点,我就到家了。。
冲了凉吃了brunch,又要出发去klcc了。
去到klcc,应该差不多一点半了。
今天的主角就是。。


                       他啦!!!Dong Hyek Lim

不过他在MPO calender 里面放的是这张。。



这张照片应该骗了很多人。。哈哈。。
大家都以为他很帅,其实还不错啦。。
他弹的是,Chopin Piano concerto No.2。。
最搞笑的是,弹完过后,他是摇下摇下去跟concert master握手的。。
整个人睡不醒酱。。
没想到,1st movement 竟然一大堆人拍手,来得这种地方的人不可能连这个都不懂得嘛。。
过后那个conductor不懂是不是DL了,2nd movement 情绪都还没调整过来就快快去3rd movement。。
就是为了避免大家拍手!
朋友,下次看concert要记得啊!!
说实话,MPO players 当中,有些我认得的。。
见到他们,总有一种说不出的亲切感。。
真的很开心^^
尤其是一个玩cello的老人。。
记得上次看Pirates of the Caribbean的concert,他在他的cello上放了一只parrot,还对我跟文静笑了一下。
他昨天是全场最享受的一个人吧。。=)
最后一首歌我要大力推荐-Bolero by Ravel.
听完后你会想,
为什么同一个旋律,重复了又重复,长达十多分钟都还是酱high..
想知道答案的就去youtube听听吧!
Ending真的是high到爆!!
爽。。

              每次进到这里总会有惊喜等着我。。MPO万岁!!


Monday, November 16, 2009

Being Gidon Kremer



A performance we will never forget. That's how I describe the concert last night.
I was so excited about the concert.
1. This is the first time I bring my family to MPO.
2. I'm able to see Igudesman & Joo in real person!!!
The whole concert was overwhelmed with laughter & joy. Of course there were many good music too. About the KREMETARA BALTICA, they are professionals players who can really act. Love all of them.
I never realize that Joo is actually quite good looking too. haha.. Igudesman, just a funny guy.
And the virtuoso Gidon Kremer, everything he plays is so sweet and gentle.. But my brother seemed lost patience when he starts playing..
They are actually having another concert today, only Igudesman & Joo in a little nightmare music. But I'm not going la..no $$$.
Miss them so much...

Saturday, November 14, 2009

the end of the world

Just came back from cinema, watched 2012 with yihuan at brem mall.(A place I will never go again for movie,NEVER!!)
But yet, the movie wasn't so bad. I cried a few times, screamed also =.=".

I think this movie has delivered its message. And I hope that this message will change us,change all human being.
It also reminds me of MJ, how he had spread his message through his songs.
I believe everyone express themselves in different ways. Whether it's the director of 2012 or MJ, there's only one thing that they wanna tell us- Save our planet. 


Please do your part as a member of this big family on earth.
When everyone plays their part, that's where the power accumulates. One day, the power will be strong enough to change this.

lalala.....heal the world, make it a better place....

Friday, November 13, 2009

Graduation = Changes


last day in uniform

Graduation?
The only thing I concerned was I could no longer get cheaper for bus tickets.
And it's the last day in uniform and my orange colour school bag. It's has been my icon since form 3.
I can still remember how I wished for graduation to come. So that I could be free from science and math.
Now that it's over, glad that I'm able to hold on until the end.
Though heavy hearted to leave everything that were once part of my life. But life has to move on, right?
Graduation is a threshold for a new life. A life which seems so unfamiliar to us. 
It's a signal for us to make changes. Changes that enable us to survive in the real world.
Everything will change, but don't be afraid. Be brave to face it... 
Good bye to Chong Hwa & Hello to Future!!!